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Torture of 24 hours

The so long waited mail has to arrive within 24 hours. The posibility of the answer is 50/50. What can I say: "It's killing me like a worst nightmare". I am imagining a series of scenarious what it will be when I open my mail and I see new mail arrived, when I open my inbox folder. The answer may and WILL change my future, in any case it will CHANGE. Just in one case I will know exactly how, in other I will need more time to clear the things out for the future. My future.

The worst part is other people. They keep asking me the question: "So, how is it, can I congratulate you?", the only asnwer I can give right now is "Still nothing clear"...Some are asking because of curiosity, and some because they care...

This night will be a torture.... and maybe I will sleep very tightly, but very first thing in the morning I'll check my inbox. And what if its still empty? Another few hours of torture.....
Torture is good, it develops your patience and you will

Torture of 24 hours s good, because you know that it will end
Sooner or latter
It will be clear
Tomorrow

posted by Audra @ 11:41 AM